This
is a pretty ungodly hour to be awake at, considering tomorrow's a work day..but seeing as how I got home really late and I have nothing to do while drying my hair..might as well blog. Haha.
Finally went to
dim joy for dinner with darling mira, mb and glenn! Her recommendation is really good..the dimsum is yummilicious, ambience really great and price affordable! Just a tad inconvenient by public transport..turns out that it's like opposite chinatown plaza, but I was too late to go get dessert from glace! Wasted...
We polished off close to a hundred bucks' worth of dimsum. Haha. Quite amazing..but the amount of food we ordered wasn't little either. Took plenty of photos, but I gave up halfway to concentrate on my yummy dinner! People who love good dimsum, do give this place a try! It's a great place! =)
Night was still young, so after alot of deliberation and hemming and hawing, we found ourselves at cineleisure. And of
all things to do, we bought alcohol from 7-eleven and sat down somewhere to drink and talk. All the way to town for that..I really don't know what we were thinking. Lol.
Didn't stay long cos' everyone wanted to catch their bus..so we split into two directions. I ended up sitting on the steps talking with mb till super late..way past my last bus. Haha. But it was a really good chat.
So contradictory la. Just yesterday I was ranting and fuming over some stupid small thing he
did didn't do, and today I was melting all over again. He was really the perfect gentleman throughout dinner and pretty much after. When he pulled me aside and went "fuck!" after a speeding cyclist almost crashed into me, I think half of me melted into a puddle. LOL.
We talked quite abit..about all kinds of things..expectations..the past..future..etc etc. And I kind of formed my own opinions and understanding about certain things. Unfortunately, the situation doesn't seem any clearer to me now than it was before. Haha..
And I'm really not sure things can work out. We're so different..and what I learnt today reaffirmed what I suspected all along. Thinking too much is damn taxing..I don't like. =( Sometimes I wish life can be as simple as just doing what we wanna do, and if it doesn't work out fine, then just drop it.
But where feelings are involved..it's never so simple.
I couldn't answer his question earlier about the "percentage". I would have loved to give an affirmative reply, but I just somehow couldn't. It seems like too much is at stake. I don't really dare to go for it. Which is very out of character for me, cos' if I want something, I'll just work my way towards it..or when it comes along, I'll just jump in.
I hate having to think so much! And therein lies that dreaded question once more..am I willing to compromise and sacrifice so much? Is it gonna be worth it?
I think I need to stop falling for the
wrong people.
Throat's still hurting like a bitch, and I'm damn scared it's going to keep me up all night again. I just don't get why the sore throat never seems to stay away for long! It's totally driving me nuts!
Baskettt.
Guess it's bedtime..tomorrow sure to be a zombie. I hope he doesn't do something dumb to piss me off again. I need to start getting the picture clear before we both annoy each other for the wrong reasons. Haha.
Mans..not even together and already so many problems. This is so ridiculous!
Maybe I need to stop treating you like a stranger in office. 
