Had a pretty good start to the week! None of the monday blues that sometimes plague my first working day after a nice weekend.

Dinner was good, and my usual company was great too..albeit with some unexpected turn of events. Haha.

Had a "trash-out" moment I never saw coming..what more rather late in the night. Completely caught me by surprise and, in all honesty, I didn't know how to react at first. I don't like not knowing what the other party is thinking. Guess it's the control freak in me..some things, I like to feel like I'm in control of the situation.

What can I say?

But I guess it turned out for the better..clearing any possible misunderstandings that could possibly occur, and knowing where we both stand. Drawing the line clear even though we both actually know where the line is.

And I'm glad that my thinking was on the right track. Really. It was almost embarrassing at first, having such a direct question thrown at me. And yes, he's right. My answer was very well thought-out, careful not to hurt or give any wrong ideas. Haha.

We both had clear and well thought-out answers la. =) Machiam answering exam questions. Lol.

And..being the ultra pragmatic him, he did bring up a fairly good point..which made perfect sense once he explained the big picture. I don't know sadly or not, but if that were ever to stand in the way of anything, I'd think it quite a waste. At the same time..we can't just ignore that fact.

I realise the paragraphs above make no sense whatsoever to anyone who's reading it. But I like it this way. I get to put my thoughts down in words, the way I like, and only I understand what's going on. =p

And since we're clear on everything..it's nice to just have great company most of the time. To think that you used to scare me a little with your pragmatism and military-style of leading. Haha! Those were the days mans..

ありがとう, 先輩!

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1:04 AM

Raw Duathlon: completed!

Woke up at an ungodly hour before 6am..and waaaay before the sun even rose. Reminiscent of jc days. Haha.

Caught the gloriously full sun halfway in the sky when we reached changi coast road; the vermillion orange was really gorgeous and brilliant! The first complete sunrise I've ever seen with no clouds in the way.

That place is really beautiful in the early morning; the sparkling sea on the left, and rows of trees swaying in the morning breeze. Even if I didn't have the race to attend, it'd be worth waking up super early just to catch the sunrise there.

Considering that I've actually tried to train a little for this race..I didn't expect it to feel so difficult. 5km isn't exactly far..sometimes I run more than that at ecp.

But strangely, I felt damn slow and tiredd during the race. Maybe it's relative..this has gotta be the first race I've joined which felt so darn competitive!! More than half the participants were racing to win laa. Like seriously professional..alot of power athletes from overseas too. Got abit taken aback..haha.

And seeing as how I don't know my timing..I can't tell if I was actually faster or slower than normal. All I know is that I was targeting to complete in around half an hour..which is fairly slow actually. But aiyah, never really train la. One week before doesn't produce miracles. Lol.

Glenn and minnbo both did a good job! I think our team did pretty well, considering we're in no way professional, and we lacked the proper training. Haha. The 40km cycle was pretty tough..we didn't expect it to be 4 laps of 10km. Glenn certainly didn't expect it; kind of slows you down when you keep repeating the same lap. Doesn't really help to have all the pro athletes whizzing by you, whether on foot or bicycle. >_<

And the weather was crazily scorching..I swear it was at least 35deg. It was completely mad!! In the end, I was damn tired not from the run, but from the sweltering heat. Needless to say, had a pounding headache after the race. Bleahh.

But settled that with a nap in the afternoon..completely K.O.ed haha. Sleeping off a headache is good!

Not sure if this is the first time they're organising this event race..but it's quite lousy, in my opinion. Their so-called race kit only consisted of the number tag and some CD talking about dunno what. Super crap can! Might as well ask me to make my own number tag. Dots. And after the race, also nothing given..not so much that I die die also want some finisher's medal or freebie cap or what; it's more of the fact that they prepared nothing for the participants. Maybe I'm too used to hearing about races which give you rather decent items before and after the race. Ohwells. Maybe they're on a budget.

Went bugis for dinner and some shopping with my mum in the evening. Totally not my shopping day! Super willing to spend today, but everything doesn't have my size! Sad to the max can..there was this pair of ultra gorgeous heels beckoning to me but..no size! Sians. I could have bought the bigger size and put padding in the heels, but I don't like to do that laa.

And other things I saw which similarly didn't have my size..it didn't help that so many items were on sale. Favourite lehh. Haha. What can I say, I am damn "auntie" and cheapo when it comes to shopping sometimes. I love sales! =p

Still kind of tiredd even after the 3hour nap. Strange..hmm. Maybe it's because I'm not used to running in the sun. They should hold more races at night or in the evening..I'm a night runner! The sun kills me. Hahaha.

And I have this omgoshh hugeee-ass bruise from hitting the side of glenn's bike. Baskettt...it hurts to the max!! Larger than two 50-cent coins put together. =(

I think the next company event might see us engaging in a paintball war. Haha. Not that it doesn't appeal to me; it sounds like great fun, but the only drawback is that the bruises can be damn terrible. It doesn't help that I bruise super easily! Just that slight knock against the bicycle gave me such a bad bruise. Imagine being hit by many many paintballs. I think I'll be disfigured all over, really. =x

Anyhows! Shall go shower and have an early night..the coming week may be short, but it's going to be damn xiong I think..what with my lady boss on leave and my temperamental other-boss having alot of meetings and shoots scheduled..tempers are going to run prettyyy high. Or rather, one temper. Haha. *cross fingers*

Next up: passion run! This one no joke...15km..must overcome this in order to start working towards my full marathon ambition..

Ganbatte-ne! =)

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9:45 PM

Tomorrow, I am so totally going to regret being awake at this time now. Eeks.

My boss is probably flying halfway around the world even as I'm typing this..I predict a super hectic 2 weeks to come, and maybe plenty of scoldings and yellings. Mans..the way we rely on her is scary. Haha.

Anyhows! Had a fun night out after work! Met the senior at bugis and ended up walking quite a distance to arab street for middle-eastern cuisine. Dinner at amirah's was pretty good! Nice change of cuisine too..the usual western-style dishes were getting to us. Haha. Think every friday should be a try-something-new day! Whether food or otherwise. =p

And we saw this really cute shop named children little museum which sells the quirkiest and most interesting items! Most of its wares are vintage and history-old stuff..plenty of vespa-related items too! Even the scooter itself. Niceee! I saw a real gramophone tooo. Hahaha. Took a couple of pictures with my mobile and totally regretted not having my canon ixus in my bag. Ohwells.

Ohh and there were many nice, huge and gorgeous bikes in the area! Those strategically parked right under streetlamps looked damn chio especially..like a spotlight effect. Haha. Kind of reminded me of the times I used to go out with mel and we'd ogle over super nice bikes and snap pictures. Lol.

Went his place to watch movies after cos' we had nothing to do; I never knew meet the robinsons was such a cute show! I like how everything links back one full circle at the end..I always get this rush of excitement and satisfaction at understanding the crux of the plot before the movie explicitly reveals it. Lol.

Thank goodness the flick was a short one..was getting pretty tiredd by the time it ended. Heng his place is damn near mine..like a 5-minute drive? Haha. I swear his house is like a DVD library la..what more originals! He should operate a rental system, really. =p

And I'm so excited about the cambodia/vietnam trip!! Finally applied for leave today, and while it won't be approved till my boss is back, I think that shouldn't be a problem..I hope. *crosses fingers*

Seems that maybe zhen can go with me after all! Yays!! Then I won't be the only girl in a group of guys liao. =D Was prepared to go ahead if really no other girl can make it..let's hope she can give an affirmative answer by tomorrow!

Damn exciting, can finally go back to BBLC and see the kids there! Miss them..must have a cam'on outing soon to see what else the rest wanna pass to them. =)

Jeff was saying I'm like the most excited in the group..I think he was worried that I'm getting over-excited. HAHA. More of I like having something else to think about and look forward to instead of just work. If I'm still studying..I probably would be more relaxed about the whole thing. After all, any day with no school is like a holiday. Whereas there are no such days in the working world! And every single day of the 14 days of annual leave I'm entitled to are extremely precious laa.

Okays let's hope we can confirm by this weekend and faster book the tickets..the prices fluctuate like everyday! Freaky mans. I need to go on a budget trip! No moolah to splash around in. =x

Seriously need to K.O. soon before I zombify in the office tomorrow. And I'm still not fully prepared for the race on sunday! Crappp.

Nights world!

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1:53 AM

Goshh I am damn tiredd!

More convinced than ever that I am uber unfit. =x

Ran about 6km with some interval training thrown in..I swear I have muscles aching in places I never knew existed. *groans*

And something very interesting happened after the run!

Nick and I were walking back to the car when we saw this small little doggie running on its own..it's really tiny! Just a little bigger than a chihuahua. And it's super cute!! Damn short legs and all nice and fluffy.

Apparently, we weren't the only ones who noticed that the doggie looked abit lost..2 other couples were staring after it and muttering to each other. It was quite a funny sight I think..3 pairs of people standing on the path, all looking at a small dog running further and further away into the distance on its shorty legs, and I bet we were all hesitating whether to run after it or not. Lol.

And there we all stood, for a good 5 over minutes more, but somehow no one actually moved even though the doggie was out of sight. We were actually wondering if it was lost, or was it running after this guy who might be its owner.

Amazingly, the same guy ran back and some distance behind was the little dog! But the guy just kept running and didn't seem to bother..so we thought the dog was lost and just following him for fun. That poor little cute thing started slowing down and then flopped onto a grass patch near us. And so, another couple and us went to "rescue" it. Hahaha.

Spent the next 15minutes or so bringing it to the sink for water and wondering who was the owner..no one knew what to do with it! And we all couldn't bring the doggie home..

And then! That same guy ran past again; we were seriously wondering if it was his dog cos' it suddenly stood up and wanted to jump off the sink. When that guy hesitated, I ran over to ask and yippee! Owner and dog reunited!

Damn sweet la..but I think the little dog couldn't tahan so much running. Seemed that the guy was just running back and forth like there was no tomorrow. According to another runner who observed him. Lol.

Aww...I like that doggie!! And the other damn cute one at sentosa that day tooo. Me want my own!! Maybe I'll go for a malshi next time. Haha. They're pretty adorable!

And so, that was the highlight of my day. Haha. This week is passing so slowly..it's only wednesday! And I'm working again this sat..sighh.

Okays super late liao. Cooled down enough..need to shower and sleep before I K.O. at work tomorrow. >_<

Should I go cambodia or not? But I need another girlfriend to go along with me! Volunteers, anyone?

Nitey nights!

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12:05 AM

Tireddd!!

Interval training was no joke mans..thank goodness nick went easy on me! Really should have started doing this like a few months back..haha.

Running was pretty shioks though! Even if my muscles were screaming bloody murder and my legs wanted to stop and become rubber. Lol. Okay that's abit exaggerated..but I've never done anything quite like this. Think I need to train like this a few more months before progressing.

Tried on his ankle weights and, like what he said, my legs feel like they end at the ankles. Haha! Heavyyyyy!!! And all I did was walk around in them while he sprinted around with them strapped on.

Unfit to the max laa. -_-'''

Damn good to have someone like nick to train alongside me, although it holds him back to match my pace. Thankyouuu! Hahaha.

Quite exhausted and I wanna just drop into bed. But got alot more things I wanted to blog about..just that..I suddenly can't seem to remember.

Ohh one of them is about the new kinder surprise egg..no longer even called kinder surprise. It's kinder joy now..not bad although it's freaking sweeeeet. But I still prefer my egg surprise lehh. =x

ECP no longer has gelare!! It's been replaced by some UK fun dunno what cafe thingy. Damn tacky name. I want my half price waffles and ice cream! =(

I have nothing to wear to work tomorrow. Shitt.

I finally tried out my new hairdryer! Nice and dries my hair really fasttt. All that time I wasted air-drying my hair late into the night. >_<

geri.is.damn.tiredd.

I think I might actually read back on this entry tomorrow or something and find that it has no link in content. Don't make sense. I babble whenever I'm shagged.

zzzzzzzzzz.

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12:33 AM

I think my workload has the scariest peak and off-peak.

Not so much of a frenzied peak season for the company as a whole..more like the individual projects I handle. When I have nothing much to do, I just go by the day doing things at a more leisurely pace. Sometimes even finding myself with some time to spare and read up on materials I otherwise wouldn't have time to look at.

But when it gets busy...all my deadlines clash at the same time! Really drives me completely nuts.

Today still isn't too bad..pretty decent for a monday! =) Seeing as how I have some time to drop a short essay here..haha. *shhh*

The weekend that passed was crammed full of stuffs! Didn't go BB's house in the end cos' we left work too late..so we went compass point to have lunch and gai gai instead. Finally got my hairdryer! Resorting to it again after donkey years of refusing to use one. =p

Caught 17 again on sat night and I love it! Pretty predictable plot, yes, but I like how everything fell into place. And the little deja vu moments which made the whole situation seem more surreal, yet realistic at the same time.

And it doesn't hurt that zack efron is damn hot! Total eye candy hahaha. Definitely not a show I'd label as mere chick flick (which was what nick expected before we watched it =p), cos' it's made of better stuff than just pure entertainment.

Yesterday was another uber early day cos' I went for morning gongyo with lings. Totally couldn't wakeup..haha. It really is damn tough to force myself awake before the sun wakes up. What more on a sunday!! Ended up snoozing and having to rush. Lol.

Went for a manicure after that at some attas nail parlour that's super out of the way. Haha. I now have bright pink nails! I swear the nail colour chart showed a paler pink mans. The colour totally matched my dress yesterday, but in office attire, it's abit funny. Lol.

Sentosa with the girls in the mid-afternoon, with bern's cousins! Didn't help that I was having a horrible headache..and so I popped the sinful thing known as panadol. Yes, again. So much for saying I won't take panadol unless I'm having cramps. Nowadays, my reliance on panadol is scaring even myself. >_<

And the sun yesterday was...omgoshh worse than hottt. To call it a sauna would have been an understatement I swear. It was burning and boiling and whatever other hot words there are! My colleagues all gave me a disbelieving look this morning when I told them I was at sentosa yesterday. Lol. They think I'm mad. =p

Kept mostly to the shade cos' I simply couldn't take it. Or rather, my head couldn't. Only ventured out to take jumping shots with the rest, and to play abit of vball when the sun got lower in the sky.

Bern's cousins are hilarious to the max can! I really just sat there laughing like crazy at their photowhoring antics. One word: ultimate!! =p

Not a bad weekend actually..although it felt so darn short. As always. Haha.

Thinking of going running later..though I feel quite sleepy. No idea why, when I didn't sleep that late last night, and I had coffee this morning. *shrugs*

My blogpost is like boring to the max la. Machiam just writing about my day..like how I used to in primary school. Where we had to write in this journal everyday. My entries were damn rubbish back then..like what I had for lunch, how much it cost, what homework I had blah blah..and the size of my words were huge like nobody's business. All because I wanted to take up more lines and write less. They were like font size 30 on small lines! Lol.

Our teacher actually collected our journals to mark! And come to think of it..I think there were quite a couple of entries where I was bitching about lessons or classmates or something like that. Omg what was I thinking back then! All the revelations not meant for teachers' eyes..hahaha.

Okays this has been ridiculously long! Goshh. Hahaha. Can't wait to end work and just go home earlier today..then prob running after that.

Must cut down on eating after running though..basically cut down on eating. I'm piling on weight! I always eat too much when I'm stressed..doesn't help that I sit so much in office everyday. Have had a few people telling me lately that I've put on weight. But they all say that I look better now that I'm not so thin..haha I'm caught in between wanting to lose weight and staying like this. Lol. I just don't want to put on more kilos! Eeks.

Okies back to what matters!

When a decision you thought was a mistake turned out to be right after all.

So very true at times.

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4:05 PM

Finally went running after so darn long! Really unfit sia..less than 5 minutes into the run, I told nick, "I'm tireddd."

>_<

Completed about 3.6km..super little! Jialat..about a week to the duathlon and I've only just started running again after an uber long hiatus.

Oopsie.

Nevermind, glenn just has to cycle fastfast and minnbo has to run fasty fasty tooo. Then maybe our team timing won't be too bad! Aiyah I'm just counting on the two guys la. Told them they confirm regret asking me to join the race. =D

Listening to susan boyle's rendition of I dreamed a dream on "britain's got talent"..and I'm seriously blown away.

It's not so much that her voice is the bestest of the best I've ever heard..in fact, she could do with some training to perfect it. But it's really the emotion with which she sang, and in all honesty, probably also because no one expected this just by looking at her.

Looks really can be deceiving huh..just like how you fall harder when your expectations are higher, the reverse holds true. When you have little or no expectations of something, and it turns out otherwise, the surprise is simply astounding.

Love the way she sang it so beautifully..and probably good choice of song too. Something that's rather emotional when sung well, and it totally fit the atmosphere of her segment on the programme!

So niceeee. =)

Yays going to bb's house after work tomorrow for mj and we're going to cook tooo! Looks like it's just gonna be the 3 of us..rina wants steamboat. Hahaha. Can't say I'm not tempted!

Maybe movie after that..don't know what to watch! I'll just make nick decide. Lol.

Aiyoh really need to go running everyday next week! But easier said than done..if everyday's gonna be like last night where I left office at 10plus, I don't need to train for the race liao. Eeks.

Dry hair dry...then I can go orh orh!

What's the dream?

Simply put..I think it's gotta be happiness. =)

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1:16 AM

Oh mans..everytime when I have plans made after work, something will inevitably crop up and get me stuck in office till late.

ARGHH.

No surprises why I'm blogging this from office now. Sighh.

Maybe I shouldn't have planned to go running with nick..feel damn ultra bad la. He's still waiting to come pick me up! Damn.

And the most ironic thing is, I'm not stuck doing OT because I can't finish my workload for the day. I'm still reluctantly hanging in here cos' I need something from my designer for an early moring meeting tomorrow..and as long as I don't get it, I can't leave! Crap mans..

That said, I can't blame her la. Her stress level is ridiculously high too..but I can't be staying here till god knows what time just to get my hands on my CD lehh..plus I'm actually already done with my own work!

I wanna leaveeeee....

On a happier note, it was great meeting up with the 29ners last night! I almost said 29 babes, but almost forgot about meh meh. Not counting gerald la. Hahaha.

Haven't met them for so darn long..really true that for the past few years, joan's return trips to singapore are the reason why we even do meetup at all as a group. Haha. This is bad! We should organise more gatherings!

Another one coming up soon though..hopefully we can all make it!

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That lot of text was typed like half an hour ago. And since then, I'm still stuck here. Doesn't seem as though I can leave soon..and dammit, nick is downstairs! Omg...

Just kill me mans. I'm babbling even on my blog.

I wanna die already. =(

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8:38 PM

Am in a pretty good mood today cos' I cleared the air with that colleague of mine!

Okay la, not so much of trashed things out; rather, we kind of communicated to each other the reason behind our initial strained working relationship and what to expect of each other and everyone else..super glad that the tension has lifted somewhat! =)

Other than that, it's just been another busy busy day at work..

Realised that time passes me by really quickly. In the blink of an eye, it's already mid-april. I guess before I know it, 2009 will have come and gone, and it'll be a brand new year again.

It's a little unsettling the way my minutes, hours and days whizz by and I'm caught up in the whirl of work and whatnot. Came as a slight surprise when I suddenly asked myself, do I even know what matters anymore?

And..I'm still lacking a real answer actually. I don't really know..is it work? Not quite, because I don't intend to become a slave to my work. Is it family? But how so, when I prefer to stay away to avoid conflicts?

I guess everyone and everything around me still matters..and always will. But at some point in life, I do feel abit directionless and I think to myself, is this how the next 20, 30 years are gonna be like?

I want more meaning to my life. I don't just wanna sit in office for 12 hours or more each day, hardly ever seeing the sun set, and rushing through gatherings with my friends. I love our meetups, but sometimes it seems to take so much effort to meet. And I find that as the days pass, the people I can randomly call out on impulse are getting so much lesser.

Itching to travel..but just talking about travelling brings forth a whole new issue of organising trips and whatnot. Which eventually, typically, end up in a no-go. How nice if I could just take off with a day's notice, like the super-rushed tioman trip I went on with bern last year.

But work is a commitment I can't just drop within a day's notice..

The many, many travel plans lining my diary have suddenly faded to dust. From deciding which trip to go on because of a clash in timings, it has since become no trip to plan for.

Feel like taking a weekend off to the kelong and soak in the tranquility of being in the middle of the sea. Taking in the gorgeous sunrise and sunset, and whiling my time away doing nothing but fish and enjoy the sea breeze. Going backwards into a watery civilisation, where simplicity rules.

The walk to the end of changi beach that night was tiring, but such an eye-opener. Never knew such a place existed here in singapore..nick really knows super alot of nice places! From my running kaki to my long-walks kaki toooo. Hahaha.

Time I started running and training liao..the duathlon's next week and I haven't so much as ran a single step since the suburban race. Goshh. Unfit, or what.

Wanna watch soccer but it's going to be so darn late..damn.

Maybe I should just go and sleep earlier. Then I can stop relying on coffee everyday. Back to my bad habit..ohwells.

I'm starting to babble. I need a getaway.

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11:11 PM

Had a happening weekend! Been out everyday since after work on Thursday..and going shopping with the bff laters. =)

This long weekend has been good..and in all honesty, I'm not looking forward to the start of the work week tomorrow. It's not so much of dreading monday blues..it's more like the NC project is this worm in my tummy that gnaws at me and makes me feel queasy.

And the thought of that colleague of mine..*shudders* I think that's the real "worm".

I'm fairly new still, even after about 6 months here. But she's ultra new.

I don't dislike her..in fact, I thought she's a pretty nice girl since the day she came in. Maybe it's just unfortunate that her first major web project is working with me, an IT idiot who knows nothing about web. Incidentally, it's also my first web project. It doesn't help that I'm not trained in any area of web design and technics can.

Seriously..she could have talked it over with me if my methods weren't the best, cos' how the hell would I realise that handling a print and web project is completely different in approach? I was adopting a trial-and-error style..maybe it's just suay that two newbies are put on a project together. One doesn't know hoots about the most efficient way to work with web, while the other opts to suffer in silence, only to cry in office and everyone knows it but me.

Fabulous, or what?

I feel bad; I really do. I apologised on skype cos' that's how we always communicate, and there just wasn't an opportunity to talk. But no reply. Like, zero. Nada. Nothing.

Hello..will an "okay" kill? At least let me know that apology accepted right?

We're all learning here, come on..I'm not some super lao jiao trying to make things difficult for her. It's damn difficult for me too can. She stresses over giving me what I want, but ultimately, she has seniors to help her, she can discuss with me for an extended deadline. I'm the one who has to answer to my bosses when I can't meet the deadline, and answer to the kanchiong-spidey client.

Be nice, can? She's new, yes, I agree it's overwhelming and she shouldn't have to go through this so soon. But since the apology was given, acknowledge at least. Even if grudgingly, reluctantly.

I guess I'm very dui and dulan that she didn't even act like I apologised. Now, I feel so awkward around her. Baskett. So is it all my fault?

At least I apologised to my boss and she said it's okay..everyone's learning. Even my senior told me not to worry or stress..we're all in it together and we'll all help one another. They really made me feel better..but that didn't stop the tears in the toilet.

That kind of in-office stress, sucks to the max.

Thank god for other nice colleagues. Who have since become more like friends, really.

I like my job. I love my workplace and people around me. But sometimes..I just wish people can be more understanding.

Now it looks as though I'm the big baddie who bullied her and refused to apologise. Dots.

Just wanna get the project over and done with. And hopefully less web projects with her. Just to give myself and her less hell, I'll make sure I know all the approaches to handling a web project from now on. So she will no longer have the chance to say that I'm over-stressing her.

Like hell I don't understand how it feels like. My very first project was a nightmare for not just me, but everyone else in the company. Now, that's real stress. When even your bosses are involved in a "showdown" with the client.

Don't know her la. I think I'll just keep out of her way from now on. I don't like not getting along with people, but she gives me no choice. Forget it.

Shall just enjoy the rest of my sunday and hope I don't have to talk much to her tomorrow onwards. Well, at least I know I tried.

Sometimes, it just has to be enough even though you know it isn't.

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11:43 AM

Caught confessions of a shopaholic with my girls just now! I was telling bern, luckily by the time the movie ended, all the shops were closed. Or we might just go bankrupt shopping right after. Lol.

Read the book a pretty long time ago, and while I can't recall most details, I can tell that quite alot of areas weren't covered from print to screen..which is usually the case. Seems to me that some parts were slightly different too..but overall, I enjoyed the flick!

I think it's better than shinjuku actually. Haha. The former was a little too gory and bloody for my liking..and while it held promises of being close to a blockbuster, the mediocre plot and lack of character development was kind of disappointing. Some parts of the show were ridiculously unrealistic as well..haha. Probably not a show I'll consider a must-watch in the theatres though..the dvd will do just as well. Haha. And I totally hated daniel wu's makeup! Yucks!

Just as well that I couldn't go clubbing with my colleagues just now. We didn't realise that craig david's performance at zirca was a proper concert with a rather exorbitant price tag for its location. I was still whining about missing his performance, thinking that it's just some showcase on ladies' night. Lol. So naive hor. =p

Maybe zirca tomorrow night instead..and ktv again on friday! Yippeee! =D

Can't remember what I'm doing on saturday. Hmmm. I know I'm supposed to meet lings!

And sunday..last minute plans with the girls! Hope lings doesn't kill me..am a little torn between going for study meeting and having a group outing. Haiii. But I'll make sure I wake up earlyyy for morning gongyo! Yay the HQ is open again..got yummy otah bun for breakfast! =)

Last work day of the week tomorrow; happiness to the max! Super alot of work to clear and settle, but the thought of a long weekend just banishes the negativity for now. Haha. When next week comes..then I'll think about how to survive 5.5 days of work. For now, just relax and paint the town red this weekend! Wheeee!

Been missing my straight locks muchhly recently. Especially since my hair is getting more and more cui by the day, and even trims no longer help. Sian. Not my fault that it's genetic right..as though I enjoy having cuii hair and having people ask, why don't you do something about it?

Like, hello..not that I don't wanna do anything about it. You have no idea just how many hair products I've invested in over the years and all the means and ways I try to improve the look and feel of my locks. There are only so many times I can rebond my hair you know..and it's not like I can go on rebonding it for life right?

Aiyah sian la. Having horrible hair makes me feel damn cui and ugly. It's amazing how something like hair can make or break my mood.

I know that once I fall back to rebonding and give in to the temptation, it's going to be freaking hard to let go of it again. Actually been pretty proud that I've stayed off those chemicals for over 2 years now.

Let's just see how long more I can keep away from promises of gorgeous and shiny locks...

Accept accept accept!

But it's easier said than done.

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12:18 AM

"who dare to make you angry, don't know what is hell."

I like that line! Hahaha. Kk just typed this to me on msn..in reference to the fact that I'm pissed off cos' someone ruined my day.

He is so darn right mans..I don't think people have seen me really angry at all. Lol. Even those moments where I look like I'm boiling, is really just the tip of the iceberg.

Pray that you'll all never see my true angry self. =p

Longgg day today..running from east to west to north and back to the east. Finally got to visit daddy! Yays..after not going for such a long time.

Ktv with my colleagues was a blast!! And to think we couldn't find enough people at first..ended up with more of us than expected. Haha. Missed singing ktv so muchh..I haven't gotten enough of it! Wanna go again sooooon. =D

Super hungry now..darn it. If not for her, I could be at supper with them. Haii.

Okays time to sleep the hunger off. Monday again in a few hours, but at least this week promises to be a short one! =)

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1:31 AM