Worked from home today!

Never really thought this was possible due to the nature of my jobscope..haha. Was actually planning on returning to office today, but my dear GM was kind of concerned last night over the possibility of me spreading the virus in office, since I'm not fully recovered yet. Lol.

Didn't want to take another day's mc (am totally maxing out my medical leave laa), yet he wasn't too comfortable with me going back, so...brilliant me asked if I could work from home. And he readily agreed! =D

Kinda tedious though..especially since I have no adobe professional software at home, neither do I have a printer. Slowed my pace of work rather significantly, but I still managed to clear some stuffs. And all in the comfort of my own room too. Which is good! =)

Don't think I can continue this luxury tomorrow though. Haha.

Anyhows, a blast from the past hit me today..I guess this one qualifies as a shocking revelation. Things ended so long ago..why still hold on? I really had no idea though..thought we both moved on already. I mean, I know I did. My answer was pretty much in the negative, but I know he'll still try. Ohwells.

I guess him not being there for me when I was at my lowest kind of sealed the conclusion. If he'd told me this way before then, I might have accepted. But when I lost the person dearest to me and all I received was an sms..it pretty much gave me the answer I was looking for.

I suppose back then, I was more the giver than the taker. And ironically, because things still failed eventually, I've become more selfish. Why couldn't I have been more taken care of, doted on, pampered and spoilt silly? I guess deep down, all I want is to be someone's princess, to be loved unconditionally. Too many broken promises which never materialised is really tiring to endure.

I hate being thrown into a whirl out of nowhere and having to deal with the memories and emotions which took me a long time to bury.

Looks like I've gotten my answer.

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