Some kind of work week this is...it's 7.40pm on a freaking saturday night and I've been at work since 9.15am. Like wtf??

As though the 14-16hr work days everyday this week hasn't been enough. I really hate it when you throw this fact into the client's face, telling him that everyone has been working till the wee hours daily and even on a saturday now, ALL BECAUSE OF THEM, and that we have families to go home to, and all he can say is:

"true true."

Like hello?! Can't you do better than that?

And then you have this other person, EXTREMELY instrumental to the project, who decides to fly home just DAYS before the final deadline. When he hasn't fulfilled his promises on what he needs to do, and simply pushes my deadlines every single day, right up till the time he has to board the plane and is now sitting snugly at home on another continent.

What the hell is their problem!!! For god's sake, he has to be like more than twice my age, and he doesn't understand what responsibility to a project is? He's bloody being PAID for doing this can. My designers and myself don't even have OT pay. I think each of us this week has easily put in over 80 hours of work individually. Just compare it to someone who works 9 to 5; at least twice of that for the whole week!!

It's plain madness la. I just wanna keep ranting. Rina was steaming mad when we finally walked out to eat lunch-cum-dinner earlier. While waiting for a client to turn up. Which of course, he didn't in the end. Surprise surprise. *rolls eyes*

I am really pissed beyond my threshold. My designers are frustrated and tired and everyone's patience is wearing thin. They take it out on me, fine. Then my client talks shit and doesn't do anything to help speed up the process. Then the bosses also give you hell. And I take every single bloody thing in because: I am the AE.

Fuck them all la.

I am beyond caring who reads my blog or what the hell I've just typed. We'd better be able to go home before the sun rises.

To make things worse, I've been coughing as though I'm terminally ill, doubled over, tearing and almost puking.

How to get enough rest to recover? Tell me la.

I just want this fucked up project to end. And NEVER SERVICE THIS CLIENT AGAIN.

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7:41 PM