I left office at a very amazing hour today. 8pm!! Shioks or what? Haha.

Nick picked me up and we had indian cuisine for dinner! The food was pretty good, but I suddenly miss the butter chicken back from the days of working in SSC. Lol. That was really heaven!

Of course, there's a price to pay for leaving so early today. Brought work home to do, and I'm only halfway through. Still need to trudge through lotsa pages tomorrow. Ohwells.

Was supposed to have a very happening TGIF after work tomorrow, but my hopes are dashed now..nevermind la, at least the sushi dinner still stands.

Lies complicate simple matters. Why not just tell the truth? And no one will be hurt.

Felt really good to just walk along ecp like old times and talk about anything and everything under the sun. Nick's probably still one of the only people I can really communicate with. I've missed the days we used to hang out often. =)

And I'm coming to realise that our worlds are simply too different, and expectations too varied as well. It's not working out as we both hoped I guess, and probably will never really do. Strangely, there's a certain form of relief at not bothering much anymore. When you try too hard sometimes, murphy's law comes into place.

I don't want to hope for anything anymore. Everytime I give up and don't care, something or someone will come along and make me change my mind. But eventually I'll just forget it and go back to square one. I think that's where I belong actually.

Finally the weekend's coming..not many many plans in place, but still, I'm looking forward to it after 16-hour work days this week. Time for a break. =)

Okays..back to my vetting for now...

Exhausted.

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11:43 PM