Sometimes, I can't decide if I should just stay and work late in office, or come home and stone.
Times are no longer like how it used to be..in the past, I'd go home to the tv blaring and homecooked dinner waiting..whole family sitting around in the living room, having dinner in front of the tv (even though it wasn't the best of habits), chit-chatting about our day and just enjoying the company and family warmth.
Miss those days..
Now, there's nothing for me to do except blast the radio and turn on my lappie. After facing the computer for over 10 hours in the day, I have no overwhelming desire to really continue looking at the screen.
Out of dvds to watch and sites to surf..done with my soccer updates and blog-surfing..done with reading my manga and watching my anime..
wahlau sian or not.
As usual, since I'm home today with no programme, means no dinner since I don't buy food home..haha. That's where late lunches come in handy..I don't have to eat after work.
Found cereal and decided to
be act healthy. Lol. And I swear, this one looks
exactly like hamster food! Totally like what I used to feed my hamsters. Just minus the raisins. =x
Don't know why I cancelled my dinner plans for tomorrow. Stupid geri stupid..cancelling it means I'll be doing the same thing at home this time tomorrow. Sighh.
Brought my work home again but..don't feel like doing. Damn swamped already..being driven up the wall and beyond! Arghh. But drowning myself in work gives me less time to think about other things and no time to kill with nothing to do.
Should have just stayed in office maybe.
Whatever happened to my life mans..instead of having no social life, I think I'm actually meeting friends pretty often already..especially those impromptu and impulsive meetups which are so characteristic of me.
And okay, I'm also guilty of not spending time with my mum. But less time spent together means less conflict, less arguments, less heartache, less tears. Isn't it good?
I miss my daddy. Haii.
Anyhows..yesterday was a day of interesting revelations. There's actually something I'm wildly tempted to try, but..I don't know. *shrugs*
Maybe I'll just ask. Out of curiosity.
And I don't know if I'm looking forward to clubbing on friday. I feel like I've been pretty stiff for awhile, so I'll probably be less than enthusiastic there. Yet..that kind of setting is the perfect place for me to get wild and just destress. Become my crazy self again and just chillll with my girls.
Ohwells.
Weekend hurry up comeeee.
But when it's here and I have nothing to do, I'll just lose myself all over again. 
