Sunday, March 22, 2009
I rewrote this entry twice and deleted all the words both times, because I don't have the heart to publish it.

Doing so will only reaffirm that I really have a duality issue which I'm trying damn hard to push back down.

And I just deleted another chunk of text. I never had so much problems blogging in the past. Whatever came to mind would just find life in my keyboard.

I guess I needed to see those words for myself, read aloud and drill it into my skull that it's time to wake up and stop hankering after the impossible.

I'm tiredd of over-thinking. Of wondering and giving myself hell over answers I don't have, but want to have.

I'm exhausted. And I blabber when I can hardly think straight.

Where's the silver lining to my grey, grey clouds?

i scribbled at
2:20 AM

the girl

.geri.peiying.
.twentyfour.
.jan baby.
.forever an ij girl.
.tjc.
.ntu-nbs.
.chasing her dreams.

loves

.my daddy.
.my ij darlings =).
.cam-whoring.
.starlit nightsky.
.running.
.sunset.
.huggs.
.blading.
.liverpool.
.spontaneity.
.clubbing.
.strawberry flavours.
.rainbows.
.ktv.
.dance.
.music.
.royce chocs.
.moo moo.
.most things jap.
.chunky monkey.
.shoppingg.
.cars.
.coffee.
.baking.
.my freedom.

wants

.driving license.=)
.trip with my darlings!.
.jap lessons.
.complete NVM 09!.
.new phone
.iceskating with friends.
.ktvvv.
.my own doggie!.
.blades!.
.picnic at botanic gardens.
.learn blading!.
.a gorgeous sunset with no grey clouds.
.new specs to wear out.
.run a half marathon.
.complete passion run!.
.to tan at sentosa.
.chill at dempsey.
.cambodia once more!.
.ultimate aim: full marathon!.
.snorkel at redang!.
.my own set of wheels.
.new shades.

darlings

.amala. amanda. anneson. benji. bern. candice. chihlin. christina. cindy. corinne. daniel. darren dawn. deborah. dern. eileen. elayne. gerald. guanyu. huiteng. jeannie. jiabao. jieying. jinyuan. layleng. lianya. luther. melody. melvin. ntusb. pyrite. sheryl. tow boon. vanessa. wenhui. yifen. youwei. ziyun.

down memory lane

May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010

credits

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