I have a million and one things on my mind now, and it's finally starting to numb my emotions.

The tears unleashed have quietened and I think I might be able to sleep tonight after all.

I think I understand a little now, why people "drown their sorrows" in alcohol. Probably because they're unable to accept the barrage of unwelcome emotions so the quickest and most painless way is to just drink everything away.

I still think that is damn stupid. I'm not about to start doing that just because I know the rationale behind it. Or rather, lack of.

Running away from the problem and the situation at hand..

Is that what we're doing now?..

I'm suddenly exhausted. Through no fault of anyone's. Tears have this way of draining away every last bit of my energy.

I'm still hopeful though. I don't care even if we're back to square one after that bloody long conversation; there has to be a way out somehow.

Cos' within every problem, lies the seed to its solution.

This post isn't meant to be depressing. It's supposed to clear the thoughts in my head when I see the words displayed clearly in front of my eyes.

For now, let's just leave things as they are..

Prioritise.

i scribbled at
11:28 PM