Today wasn't too bad..although I think some of my colleagues are starting to hate me. Oops. When stressed by clients and deadlines and my bosses, I pass the stress on to them. Really wonder if being a designer or an AE is worse. True that it's
jialat for designers when they hit a mental block and can't think of suitable concepts within a pressing deadline, but same goes for those in my role..and we're sandwiched between so many different parties!
Okay okay let's be fair then. It's
different. >_<
Supper with the usual gang just now; I could get used to this mans. Every 2 weeks or so organise a supper outing..although I usually end up pretty tired the next day cos' I stay up later. But it's worth it!! And tomorrow I
A M O N
L E A V E!!!
Happiness can!! =D
Although I don't know why I so readily told my clients to just gimme a ring if they need me tomorrow. Stupid geri stupid. But
bo pian lehh. =x
Hope I get my shopping done tomorrow..die die also must get my heels! Or I can walk around barefoot on saturday. Bleahh.
And I want
soooo muchh to go for the 100km walk too!! Sighh. Why must the 2 events clash..what more the
whole lot of them are going for the walk together this time. Damn fun can! =(
Hope I get to go cambodia next year for ocip again! BBLC and the darlings I've missed!! Although there's no way I can use all my annual leave on that
one trip. My mum will murder me. Siann.
Finally, for the first time this week, I actually walked out of the office for lunch! Or rather, to
buy back lunch and eat. Haha. The rest of the days I've had different colleagues
dabao-ing back for me, or simply skipping lunch. Feels good to get that little bit of sun! Considering that the only place in office where I can actually sun myself a little is in the
toilet. -_-'''
Read someone's blog again after awhile..I haven't abandoned it entirely, although a few times I thought that
he gave up totally on blogging. I still remember his hilarious posts last time which would have me in stitches..and the blog we both shared.
And I read something that was actually dedicated to me (I think. Wahlau skarlie it's another ex haha). All that came to mind was the word "irony". How ironic for him to only discover now that what I said back then was nothing short of the truth, nothing far from reality. He disagreed with me so much back then that I knew he would never be the one for me. If his entry was posted a year ago..I probably would have melted and gone back to before.
Anyhows..I'm still glad that he's finally understood why that issue was something so important to me, something I truly believe in. And..it's no point regretting either. What's the use? It's all over.
I think we both made the right decision then. Although we swayed awhile, it was all for the better eventually.
Sometimes, I really think I'm not meant to love. It's easier to stay out of the emotional pithole where you can't see the bottom.
