I don't know where to start whining from. Goshh.

Thought that today would be one of those usual days at work, or maybe even a good day since I woke up feeling better than I had since the flu set in.

Unfortunately, while my nose didn't run like it did the past few days, it was totally blocked. And so, I ended up with a headache for most part of the day. =x

And then, to make things fantastically better, 2 of my colleagues made me so hopping mad that my anger boiled to the point of tears. I haven't felt that way in quite a while, and it's the first since I started work. I guess it was partly due to feeling sick and exhausted while dealing with work stress. AND people colleague stress.

To top it all off...I apparently screwed up a project pretty badly and the boss was very, very unhappy. Yes, yes, my eye is untrained..I'm still not skilled enough to pick up on every single detail and mistake and potential areas which could lead to the company's reputation being tarnished. Arghhh.

I'm just being unusually whiny and difficult cos' I still feel like shit la. To be fair, my boss didn't blame me entirely..but he made his point pretty clear. I may still be a newbie, but some things cannot be condoned. At most, it can only happen once. Anymore and....let's not think about the consequences.

There won't be a second time.

The medicine still doesn't work. It's the third type of medicine I've switched to in 5 days. That's abit ridiculous, even by my standards. But nothing seems to help! At best, it works for a short while. At worst, I've wasted quite a bit of moolah buying so many types. And instead of clearing my flu, it's adding on with a throbbing headache.

Don't know if I'll recover in time for the wedding..and the worst part is, I'm praying damn hard that my dayima won't come before or ON the wedding day. Sighh. And I thought everything was going pretty well for me...

Can't wait for friday, when I'll be on leave. I really need a break. Not counting the days I was on mc, and public holidays..I think I need an average of about one break day every 3 months, in order to stay sane.

My head is killing me. I want to just curl up and sleep and not wake up.

And there I was, imagining what life would be like at this moment if you're still around..

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10:10 PM