Nightmare.A word that aptly sums up the second half of my day. Totally
shagged.
And to think just last night, I was saying that conflicts will probably happen to me soon at work.
A little
too soon for comfort, apparently. Doubt I will ever get used to it.
Maybe it's a mistake to leave 2 rather new girls in charge of a project of which I don't have a very clear idea. I don't even know now, who's more at fault for the way things turned out.
Pissing off your designer is no fun at all. It's either he yells at you, or the client yells at you. Now I know why my job is kind of
sai gang.
Trying not to get too stressed over the fact that I can't please everyone; though it doesn't help that I hate to make people angry. Just need to get used to the way things ought to be done..and not make silly mistakes again.
I need to be more authoritative. Really. I just don't know how far I can go, seeing as how I'm damn bloody new to this company and, what the hell, this whole
industry for that matter. And I'm not stupid to begin with.
Sighh.So rushed that I was utterly
late for tuition. Let's not go into that. Thinking about the events make me even more
tiredd.
Though I can't imagine why my student looked even more tired than I did. Beyond my understanding.
So exhausted that I cabbed back home from tpy. And was completely irritated to the
max by the driver. Kept asking me where I wanted to go and I repeated myself at least
3 freaking times. And then the best part:
driver: "It's not a condo right?"me: (wondering what business is it of his whether I stay in a condo or not) "No it's not."driver: "Not a condo right?"me: (annoyed) "No, it's not a condo. HDB."driver: "It's a condo??"me: (thoroughly irritated) "No it's not a condo!!"What the hell la. Then he kept asking me if I knew the way. I told him like another
4 times, yes I can direct him. Just freaking go
all the way straight! Kaoz.
Just bloody irritating la. So tired and hungry already, still give me this kind of crap. That 1ominutes ride really felt like an
eternity.
I'm seldom so angsty, but I think the turn of events today was a little too sudden and overwhelming for me to handle. Doesn't help that I have a meeting early tomorrow with a client who can't make up her mind regarding concepts. Indecisive to the max.
Maybe I'm pms-ing too. Shucks. Hope I don't get it too soon.
On a brighter note, my copywriter and senior are really sweet. Heng they covered for me while I rushed off to tuition. Totally owe them a
huge favour.
Don't know how tomorrow's gonna be like. And really no idea how designers think actually. If this one incident is going to be a permanent black mark..then all I can do is work way harder to prove myself. I don't believe in one-off incidents as a benchmark of a person's ability but..that's the way life is sometimes.
Whatever it is...just ganbatte ba!
And shit. Jap test on sat. I super don't have time to study. My fault again. Past few weeks never hit the books.
In need of the hugest comforting hugg ever. =( 
