Just came back from supper with my favourite person! =)

And it took me a record 12mins to get home from his place to mine. Wheeee. Traffic lights were good tonight. =p

Going out with you always makes me ultra happy cos' I get to ramble all sorts of crap to you, share about anything and everything and simply have fun. I really love the way we open up and share with each other!

I know I've said this countless times, but I'm gonna say it again. I'll always be here for you k! Not out of obligations or otherwise; simply because I want to, and because I know you're always there for me too, rain or shine.

It's people like you who breathe meaning into the words true friendship.

Love you to infinity and beyond! *huggs*

Anyhows, shifted office today and spent the afternoon walking cautiously among tons of boxes and tables and unpacking a thousandmillion things. I like the new office! Though it's more open concept than before, especially for the designers. I finally have space on my table to place all kinds of stuffs on it! Yippeee. =)

Haven't figured out exactly how to walk there and take the lift up, cos' I drove down today. Nevermind, shall just wake up a little earlier to recce my way there on tuesday. Haha.

Sometimes I do wonder how life would be like if certain things happened differently..yet at the same time, there's always this awareness of the fact that everything happens for a reason, and that cause and effect is a never-ending cycle.

Some situations are better off status quo, instead of hankering after the impossible. I've learnt to live and let live, and to let go of alot of things which I previously would have constantly tried to change.

And in the process, I think I've grown up quite a fair bit. I still do appear scatterbrained and ditzy at times, with a devil-may-care attitude, and I think many people don't really know the real me. I'm not as stupid as I may sound, not as childish as I may seem, not as bimbotic as I may behave. Life is muti-faceted, and I'm an individual of many facades.

I think I'm less happy and carefree than I was 2 months ago. More stress now, greater pressure to perform and missing my student life muchlyy. Am really seeing the differences between two individuals, of whom one is a working adult and the other, a carefree student.

The stark contrast is really glaring.

These two kinds of lifestyles are hard to mix; they're like two parallel lines which will never meet. I'm feeling the differences more and more, and it's something not within my control.

I do have some slight regrets though, about not controlling better what I could have controlled before. Instead of letting it come to this.

You still know me best after all. No matter what the words I say, you can read right into the depths of my heart and mind. I sometimes suspect you know me even better than I do myself. The revelations when with you always make me think and ponder..

It's time to really, really let go. I see it more and more as the days pass. It will eventually cease to exist, but I know that at the end of it, no matter how sad I may be, I can always count on you to brighten up my darkest nights.

Thank youu. =)

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