I've never liked guys who put on a facade to make girls like them.

But I can't decide if this is worse, or sincerely trying too hard.

Either way, I don't like. To the point of irritation. I much prefer the days when we first knew each other..talking rubbish at work and simply having fun. Everything was natural and platonic with zero expectations. That's how it is with all my other friendships, whether guys or girls. Why does it have to change now, just because?..

Flu got progressively worse, so I decided to see a doc after work. Mummy kept asking me to ask for mc, but it turns out I didn't have to, cos' the doc told me not to go to work. So much for doctors being unwilling to give out mcs. And so I'm down with a virus..sucks la. I don't like taking antibiotics! Or any medicine, for that matter,

Tempted to go in to work tmr cos' I simply have too many things to do, but mummy will kill me la. Sighh. Only first week of work and already I'm taking medical leave..ohmans. It sounds so wrong can.

My throat hurts to the max and I hate it. Other than that, plus blocked nose and ear, I'm actually very okay. Haha. I just don't want to lose my voice.. =( Maybe it's a good thing ktv's fully booked on sat. At this rate, I confirm won't be able to sing by sat! Then I'll be even sadder!

Hope I recover by then sia..I don't want to waste my weekend being sick! Shouldn't have talked on the phone for so long just now..was sorely tempted to make an excuse and hang up, but..haiyah. He should have known better than to keep making me talk! Still say I spoke too softly..tmd.

I'm damn bitch la, shit. He was just being concerned. But like I said..going overboard actually ruins things.

Arghh I'm freaking annoyed! Don't want to think anymore. Just take the opportunity to sleep in tomorrow, get ultra rested and recover fast! Then I can continue with my normal life.

And..I want to keep that ease and normalcy, simplicity and contentment between us, always. Missya bestie. *huggs

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