Wednesday, September 24, 2008


I've learnt that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is to be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.
I've learnt that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.
I've learnt that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
I've learnt that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts.
I've learnt that you can do something in an instant that will give you a heartache for life.
I've learnt that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always 2 sides.
I've learnt that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
I've learnt that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I've learnt that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I've learnt that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
I've learnt that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them, and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.
I've learnt that no matter how good a friend someone is, they're going to hurt you every once in awhile and you must forgive them for that.
I've learnt that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I've learnt that just because 2 people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.
I've learnt that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I've learnt that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.

I've learnt that no matter how many friends you have, if you are their pillar, you will feel lonely and lost at the times you need them most.
I've learnt that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon.
I've learnt that although the word "love" can have many different meanings, it loses value when overly used.
I've learnt that love is not for me to keep, but to pass on to the next person I see.
I've learnt that there are people who love you dearly but just don't know how to show it.
I've learnt that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one.
I've learnt that everyday you should reach out and touch someone. People love that human touch- holding hands, a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back.

I've learnt that I still have alot to learn.

If you can read until here, I salute you. Seeing as how my font size is so small and hard to read against my blog background. Found this typewritten piece among my possessions when I was packing them, and some learning points really hit home. So very true..every single one of them. I think I can safely say that I've learnt almost all the above; it's just whether or not I apply them to daily life.

That was quite a mouthful. Anyways, feeling better now that the throat's less sore. And while my headache hasn't quite left me, I'm not complaining cos' the fever's finally gone! Yayness. No more scares of possible dengue fever and malaria and whatnot. Bleahh.

Utterly swamped with work and drowning in emails the moment I turned on my outlook. It's scary what one day of mc can do to the ever-growing pile of work! At least I managed to clear almost everything. Happiness! =)

And I hate the china food scare la. So many things I used to (and still do) consume have been taken off the shelves! Damn. Why can't they be more reliable for once and stop announcing freaky news about their manufactured products once every now and then. Arghhh.

I'm tired but not the sleepy kind of tired. I think it's because of the tmd virus. Haha. Damn ass! I can't believe I've gotten myself so sick in the past few weeks and denied myself so many types of enjoyment in life, a.k.a food. And I've been overly pampered, really. Though what I really miss is the subtle kind of care and concern I used to get from daddy. Ohwells.

Alrights need to go take med..the huge-ass pills again. Yucks.

Miss you miss you! *huggs

i scribbled at
10:23 PM

the girl

.geri.peiying.
.twentyfour.
.jan baby.
.forever an ij girl.
.tjc.
.ntu-nbs.
.chasing her dreams.

loves

.my daddy.
.my ij darlings =).
.cam-whoring.
.starlit nightsky.
.running.
.sunset.
.huggs.
.blading.
.liverpool.
.spontaneity.
.clubbing.
.strawberry flavours.
.rainbows.
.ktv.
.dance.
.music.
.royce chocs.
.moo moo.
.most things jap.
.chunky monkey.
.shoppingg.
.cars.
.coffee.
.baking.
.my freedom.

wants

.driving license.=)
.trip with my darlings!.
.jap lessons.
.complete NVM 09!.
.new phone
.iceskating with friends.
.ktvvv.
.my own doggie!.
.blades!.
.picnic at botanic gardens.
.learn blading!.
.a gorgeous sunset with no grey clouds.
.new specs to wear out.
.run a half marathon.
.complete passion run!.
.to tan at sentosa.
.chill at dempsey.
.cambodia once more!.
.ultimate aim: full marathon!.
.snorkel at redang!.
.my own set of wheels.
.new shades.

darlings

.amala. amanda. anneson. benji. bern. candice. chihlin. christina. cindy. corinne. daniel. darren dawn. deborah. dern. eileen. elayne. gerald. guanyu. huiteng. jeannie. jiabao. jieying. jinyuan. layleng. lianya. luther. melody. melvin. ntusb. pyrite. sheryl. tow boon. vanessa. wenhui. yifen. youwei. ziyun.

down memory lane

May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
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June 2009
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January 2010
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