It feels so strange to be sitting at home on a Friday afternoon, instead of facing my monitor in the office. Not that there's a very big difference; since last night after seeing the doc, I've been replying work-related emails and dumping a load of design corrections on my designer. Oops.
As nick puts it, the workaholic in me is surfacing. Ohh dear.
I feel very antsy taking mc leave into my 2nd week of work. Or maybe I'm thinking too much. It totally doesn't help that the rest of my crazy workaholic colleagues can work through their illnesses! Omgoshh. I feel damn
lousy. >_<
Okok I gotta stop being paranoid that my boss is going to fire me for taking medical leave.
That sentence reads so funny that I can't help but laugh at what I typed. It's like such a ridiculous worry! But work really isn't like school at all..not as innocent an environment, and mistakes made at work aren't condoned as well as they were back in school. No wonder nick used to tell us that it was alright to make mistakes during our term in exco..just don't make those mistakes in the workplace in future.
So very true.
Learning about colour swatches and pantone charts and whatnot are pretty fun! I love looking through all the colours..it's like a million
rainbows put together! There's so much to remember though..I think my constant worry is that I'll screw up in my work. =( As it is, I have to keep asking my senior about this that and
everything..heng she's so nice. And she's damn power! Can tell the grammage of a paper and ramble off some exotic paper name just by fingering it. Soon that will be me too!
I
love my job, really. Even though the clients are a messy bunch. Hahaha.
Ohmans my blog entries have been increasingly work-related. I don't know if this is good or bad. Although I haven't lost track of my eventual dream, it seems that the path I'm taking now is leading me further and further away from it. Yet, this path brings forth new and exciting things to learn about too..ohwells.
I was wondering about something bestie said, that he doesn't like it when girls treat him too nicely. I couldn't grasp that thought at first, cos' from a girl's perspective, it seems to me that most girls like it when guys treat them well. But suddenly, it totally hit upon me what he really means! Haha.
I've been guilty of that too, more than once. Of being on the receiving end from guys who treat me so well, it gives me the shivers, whether they mean it genuinely, or are just putting on an act. Now that I recall those incidents, yeah, I
fully agree! Lol. It's only if the feeling is mutual, then does it seem right.
Caught in yet another of these situations, and I'm starting to feel like running in the opposite direction. Sian la. It's become so naturally
unnatural, that I don't know what the heck is he trying to do.
Can't we just hit the "rewind" button?
If this happened a year ago, I might not feel this way. Things change, people change, situations change. How true that even if the right person comes along, if the timing is wrong, it just doesn't work out. Experiencing this more than once is, really, more than enough.
Tiring.Hope I can recover by today! Then can meetup with my darlings tomorrow and have a blast staying over! Haven't seen them for so long..though it's only been a week plus. Haha. Misses!! =)
