Always have, always will
I was mesmerised when I first met you
Wouldn't let myself believe
That you could step right out of my wildest dreams
But you didn't know
That secret part of me
Until we kissed and made it open up so easily

I always have
Even when it didn't show
I always will
You know that I just wanna touch you
Whenever you're close to me
I always have
Doesn't matter where we go
I always will
You know that I just wanna show you
Just how much you mean to me
Always have, always will

Everything that you give in to
Everyting you'll ever need
Is locked up somewhere deep inside of me
You gotta know
But more importantly
You've got to stay and hold me while we live this fantasy

I always have
Even when it didn't show
I always will
You know that I just wanna touch you
Whenever you're close to me
I always have
Doesn't matter where we go
I always will
You know that I just wanna show you
Just how much you mean to me

Sometimes we try too hard to please
We should let love come naturally
And sometimes I don't know
Just what you really do to me
That is O.K.
'cause it's all part of the mystery

I always have
Even when it didn't show
I always will
You know that I just wanna touch you
Whenever you're close to me
I always have
Doesn't matter where we go
I always will
You know that I just wanna show you
Just how much you mean to me
Always have, always will

For the longest time, everytime I heard this song I had no idea what the title was, or who it's sung by. I never listen to titles and artiste's name la. Haha. Love the tune though, it's catchy and happy! Finally found out the song title by accident! Yays. =)

Still not having pre-work jitters, although I officially start tmr. Must sleep early tonight! Super scared that my alarm won't ring, or I'll snooze it and simply oversleep. Nightmare! I think the kanchiong-ness will kick in tomorrow morning haha. Hope I can get to sleep easily tonight..

I just expended hell alot of air and energy blowing up one of those inflatable lanterns which mummy bought for anders. Doraemon in an airplane. So funny la. And saii, I was thinking how come so many years of playing in a band and practising breathing techniques don't seem to have worked. Then I realised that there's this stupid stopper inside. Wahlau! Really quite out of breath by the time I was done. I suspect I'm out of practice too..after not playing my instrument for so long. Sad-ed!

I think my jap test this week die liao la. Can't muster the same kind of motivation to study like I did back in ntu. And once I start work tmr, I really won't have time to study. Shitttt. =(

Slept alot last night but still very tired. Maybe walked too much just now..

And I think I'm really a spendthrift. Shit mans. My concept of the monetary value of things I see is getting very jialat. Most things to me fall into the "okay pricing" category, when they might be considered expensive to others. Diee! At the rate I'm earning income, it won't be enough to support my spending habits. Now I know why I totally need a high-paying job! Bleahh.

Let's just say I love my material comforts la. Money, to me, is meant to be spent (after setting aside an amount to save, that is). But I do draw the line at what should or shouldn't be spent on. Tens of thousands on a bag just doesn't quite make sense to me. I can think of many other things to do with that money. What the heck, I can go on a holiday! Or zhng my car! Hahaha.

Okays I've run out of things to blog about. No more excuses for not studying liao..and so it's back to jap. >_<

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