Yay I've finally gotten my hands on ALL the cambodia photos/videos!

It's like I-dunno-how-many gigabytes huge la. Goodness. My laptop doesn't have enough memory space can. *faints*

Thank goodness for external hard drives. Haha.

Have yet to look through all of them..I think it'll take me the better part of a day. Lol.

Dinner and ktv with cam'on was great! Really enjoyed myself..and the room we were given was comfy to the max la. Shall go there and sing next time!

In the midst of trying to secure a tuition assignment..a bit hard to believe that I'm turning to tuition again after saying the last time that I never will teach anymore. Haha. Maybe cos' my last student was such a nightmare. But he was quite a sweet kid all the same. Ohwells.

Am going to school later to settle stuffs, collect something from the office and return mabel her hdd! It's going to feel so weird walking amidst all the students later la. Confirm got familiar faces one. Haha. I miss ntu! =(

My direction now is swayed yet again..after listening to thomas' views on finding a job that night, I thought that maybe I can really follow passion over what's "right". Then after taking into consideration the stack of bills/loans I need to take over, it just doesn't seem practical to pursue interest over pay.

But now, after reading a particular speech I received through email..let's just say it's an affirmation of what I've always believed in. And now, I'm back to square one. Arghhh.

Feels like I'm really rushing into finding my first job, cos' I feel the stress of needing a freaking job. Of needing to be employed after slacking for so long. Yet, I still haven't quite found the path I want to take.

I really don't want to do what the average employee does. Work my life away, and all for what? Skarlie I won't even survive long enough to spend what I earn.

I can compromise material comforts for myself. But what about my family?

Headaches aplenty.

The next time you see me, whoever you are, don't ask me if I've found a job ya. I'll tell you when I do.

And let's hope that when that day comes, it'll be with a smile.

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