Today's weather was such a dampener on the heartstrings walk.

The rain didn't abate; rather, it got heavier as we were walking. Feel quite disappointed that the beneficiaries couldn't enjoy a nice walk out, but ohwells. Couldn't be helped. In the end, we just walked around padang and sent them up the bus.

And of all times, I had to kena my cramps right smack during the walk la. At first it was still bearable; soon it became totally unbearable. Yanghui was right to say that the rain and cold winds probably did nothing to help. Totally felt like throwing up but I simply couldn't, because I didn't eat enough for myself to throw up.

Feel super bad that I had to trouble all my cam'on teammates yet again..as though that time in cambodia wasn't bad enough. Everyone was already cold and wet from the rain, and they still had to go out of their way to make sure I could walk upright, buy me hot water/milo, run around flagging a cab for me, and mabel even accompanied me all the way home. As a result, she missed dinner with them. Arghh. =(

That's why I always hope that if the dreaded cramps hit, I'm at home. Then I won't have to inconvenience everyone else around me..super paisehh la. They're damn sweet..thankyouu all so muchh k! Sorry for the trouble, but I'm ultra touched at the lengths you all went to.

And shucks, the cramps are coming back again. I just knew the pain-free moments were too good to last.

Jap class tomorrow morning, and rehearsal in the evening. Don't know if I'll be able to lun through everything..so sian. Confirm will cramp the moment I wake up. =(

On a happier note, I got my new phone! Recontracted with singtel again, although I know I said that I don't want to be their customer anymore. But I'm lazy to wait till october, plus, I don't know which provider to switch to. All have their pros and cons lehh.

Transferring music files to my samsung F400 now; still find it abit hard to believe I actually got a samsung phone. It's like the complete opposite of nokia la. Even the "back" button is on the opposite side. Gonna take some getting used to..but it's quite a nice-looking phone. Plus, it has this rather cool speakers which I can slide up to reveal! Dual slide phone. Haha.

Okays I totally need to take my panadol again then go to bed. Hate this hate this hate this! Sighh.

Hope your leg's better too...tkkaire alrights. *huggs*

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