The initial happiness and excitement, now marred by irritation and a desire to just shut her out.

I'm not so power that I have bargaining power over salary la okays. It's good enough that I actually got an offer.

I know she's happy for me, but her nonstop grumbles and complaints just overshadow everything else. Yes yes there are better jobs out there, I probably can find one which pays higher and doesn't require me to work alternate saturdays, but given the job market situation now, I have no right to be picky ya.

And I was so filled with excitement when I received the call. I even thought of how I wanted to blog it down. Yet now, whatever I'm typing is so totally not what I expected myself to say.

Thanks for the congratulations, but it's not enough to cover the fact that she thinks I'm stupid for limiting my options.

See the bigger picture please. Arghh.

And I don't see a point in going for monday's interview anymore. Seeing as how I have to confirm my decision tomorrow. All I have to do now is to make her understand and accept the fact that I'm cancelling the interview.

Tmd. Can't believe I have to think so hard over how to break the news. I bet she'll kick up a big fuss again.

Damn sian now.

At least my day out today was pretty good. Thank god for the friends in my life.

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