Monday, August 18, 2008
I had the perfect life. Or, as perfect as life could get for me.
And then it became a nightmare.
Saw a light at the end of the tunnel, but..
Turns out an abyss was at the end.
Fuck la. What did I do to deserve this?
Forget it. I'm just being emo and, I suspect, pms-ing.
I know problems and challenges in life are supposed to help you to grow and blah blah, but I don't want to grow up so soon, can?
Lost the person I could always turn to, and I've become the one they turn to. But I can't undertake this responsibility. It's driving me nuts.
I don't want to try and be happy when I'm not. I want to cry and be a silly goose and wish for the impossible.
Just let me be ridiculous for one night.
It'll be over in the morning..
i scribbled at
1:15 AM
the girl
.geri.peiying.
.twentyfour.
.jan baby.
.forever an ij girl.
.tjc.
.ntu-nbs.
.chasing her dreams.
loves
.my daddy.
.my ij darlings =).
.cam-whoring.
.starlit nightsky.
.running.
.sunset.
.huggs.
.blading.
.liverpool.
.spontaneity.
.clubbing.
.strawberry flavours.
.rainbows.
.ktv.
.dance.
.music.
.royce chocs.
.moo moo.
.most things jap.
.chunky monkey.
.shoppingg.
.cars.
.coffee.
.baking.
.my freedom.
wants
.driving license.=)
.trip with my darlings!.
.jap lessons.
.complete NVM 09!.
.new phone
.iceskating with friends.
.ktvvv.
.my own doggie!.
.blades!.
.picnic at botanic gardens.
.learn blading!.
.a gorgeous sunset with no grey clouds.
.new specs to wear out.
.run a half marathon.
.complete passion run!.
.to tan at sentosa.
.chill at dempsey.
.cambodia once more!.
.ultimate aim: full marathon!.
.snorkel at redang!.
.my own set of wheels.
.new shades.
darlings
.amala.
amanda.
anneson.
benji.
bern.
candice.
chihlin.
christina.
cindy.
corinne.
daniel.
darren
dawn.
deborah.
dern.
eileen.
elayne.
gerald.
guanyu.
huiteng.
jeannie.
jiabao.
jieying.
jinyuan.
layleng.
lianya.
luther.
melody.
melvin.
ntusb.
pyrite.
sheryl.
tow boon.
vanessa.
wenhui.
yifen.
youwei.
ziyun.
down memory lane
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