Thursday, July 31, 2008
                My heart's beating ultra fastt for the longest time.
I hate the feeling of not knowing what happened. Yet, I don't dare to call you.
Thinking rationally, you should be alright since you're at your destination. And you managed to text me.
Arghhh that sms really scared the hell out of me. 
Really.
My mind just freaking blanked out for an entire minute before I finally replied. And great, I can't seem to remember what I texted back. I hope I made sense.
Then I sat on the floor and cried. Arghhh.
I'm damn emo I know, but this feeling seriously sucks. 
Hate it hate it hate it.
Seems that my blog's really a place for me to vent everything from anger to happiness to worries blah blah.
Ohmans I still haven't fully calmed down. *breathes deeply x infinity*
Please be totally alright..and not just okay..             
    i scribbled at
9:14 PM
           
            
                     
the girl
    .geri.peiying.
    .twentyfour.
    .jan baby.
   .forever an ij girl.
   .tjc.
   .ntu-nbs.
   .chasing her dreams.
       
loves
    .my daddy.
   .my ij darlings =).
   .cam-whoring.
  .starlit nightsky.
.running.
.sunset.
.huggs.
.blading.
.liverpool.
.spontaneity.
.clubbing.
.strawberry flavours.
.rainbows.
.ktv.
.dance.
.music.
.royce chocs.
.moo moo.
.most things jap.
.chunky monkey.
   .shoppingg.
.cars.
.coffee.
.baking.
.my freedom.
wants
.driving license.=)
.trip with my darlings!.
.jap lessons.
.complete NVM 09!.
.new phone
.iceskating with friends.
.ktvvv.
.my own doggie!.
.blades!.
.picnic at botanic gardens.
.learn blading!.
.a gorgeous sunset with no grey clouds.
.new specs to wear out.
.run a half marathon.
.complete passion run!.
.to tan at sentosa.
.chill at dempsey.
.cambodia once more!.
.ultimate aim: full marathon!.
.snorkel at redang!.
.my own set of wheels.
.new shades.
        darlings
  .amala. 
amanda.     
anneson.   
benji.  
bern. 
candice.    
chihlin. 
christina. 
cindy.
corinne.
daniel. 
darren
dawn. 
deborah. 
dern. 
eileen. 
elayne.
gerald. 
guanyu.
huiteng.
jeannie.
jiabao. 
jieying.
jinyuan.
layleng. 
lianya.
luther.
melody.
melvin.
ntusb.  
pyrite.
sheryl.
tow boon.
vanessa.
wenhui.
yifen.
youwei.
ziyun.
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