It seems as though everytime I meet up with my ISP teammates, there's bound to be disappointing news. =(

First jc had an accident, so he's gotta pull out. Then bern withdrew to stay behind with him in sg. Next, poor shimin came down with chicken pox. And now, dear wanqi has to stay behind because the incubation period for chicken pox won't be over for her by the time we fly on sunday.

I am damn sadd. =(

Although I've always wanted to go on one of such CIP trips, I never exactly planned on going alone. Which is why having bern withdraw is a big enough disappointment to me. Okay, to be fair, we've all become rather fast friends, but it still doesn't cover the fact that I joined thinking I would have my bff alongside me.

Ohwells. This trip has simply been fraught with troubles, especially in recent weeks. Really quite a test of our team strength and unity, and still I wonder, will we be able to cope just fine in cambodia..?

I have absolute faith in everyone on the team; I just hope that there won't be anymore drastic and sudden changes before sunday. Everyone's pretty sian diao, I can tell. So am I.

It just won't seem as fun as I'd initially envisioned.

And I'm getting nowhere with our dance practices. The steps to hip hop and chinese dance just can't seem to come as easily to me as with other dances before. I don't understand why! Arghhh.

But I was told just now that I have the chinese dance look. Omgoshh to the max la! If I can dance well, still not so bad. Problem is, I can't dance to save my life!

On a sidenote, the past 2 nights have been pure fun! And coincidences aplenty. I never thought 2 people could have so much in common haha.

And being driven around is funnn! =D You get to drive, I get to be driven. Yippeee.

I am so gonna miss suppers and carspins and bike rides when I fly to cambodia. But most of all, I'm gonna miss those who won't be going with us. =\ Tkkaire in sg okays!

And to the one who rides far from carefully...stay safe on the roads! =)

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