I don't know how to get started on whatever's on my mind.

It's such a huge mess that I've gotten myself into.

What started out as a simple joke, actually progressed into something I suddenly feel I have no control over.

But maybe, just maybe, everything can be back to before once more.

The timing is just not right la. If it were before..who knows, things may have worked out. For now..I don't want to be unfair to anyone.

On a happier note, yesterday was indeed a day of surprises! I totally loved the cloudy sunset and the place, to the point of being able to put up with the bloodsucking mosquitoes.

Thankyouu for keeping your promise and bringing me to such a pretty place! I want to go to the number one chio place okays? =p

Sometimes I don't know where all this is going either..it just seems so perfect, and for some reason, I've been to so many picture-perfect places with you that would seem wrong with anyone else.

Maybe like what we say, it's an addiction! One of the best kinds, in my opinion. =)

I don't want these days to end. I really love every moment and look forward to the next.

I know I've been thanking you lots, but here goes once more: thanks for bringing so much smiles, laughter and happiness into my life. *huggs*

=)

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3:41 PM